my unlucky day...

why today is my unlucky day?
1) since morning i started my minor migrain while working! =( this's rarely happen, by the way this is the 1st time i got migrain while on works...
2) because of migrain, i feel wanna vomit all the time so...no lunch! huuu...just ate the guava and karipap...have to eat something in order to avoid gastric.
3) by the time i've packed to back home, i got calls from bosses to solve some problems which suddenly occured which resulted in i need to stay in office although the time already late! and I'm hungry! uurrgghhh! @_@
4) then, time to go back home, when i arrived in the parking lot, i suddenly feel so damn nothing to say when i see there are some scratches on the front door of my BEE! dammit! =( i dont know how or who! may God bless the person in charge of this! i just put my bag close the door and start the engine and... :'(
5) arrived home, no food in a hungry and tired mood so walked to the nearest pasar malam and bought the nasi kukus ayam berempah and that's all for today...my unlucky day... =(

a question to myself : which will make u cry? A) when your BEE 'dicalari' B) when your heart 'dilukai'? and my honest answer is A! and i was cried with a little sob. Well, can u imagine when something u really want it badly, then u're having it, and of course u'll love it so badly too and so when the thing's 'dicalari' of course la u'll hurt and cry! hmmm...whatever! by the way, BEE is the only thing i have which i love too much...

wonder-full life...

It takes a thought to make a word and some words to make an action,
it takes some good to make it hurt while some bad for satisfaction,
birds flying high while sun in the sky,
it starts with hello and end with goodbye,
fish in the sea, blossom on the tree and butterflies having fun,
it takes some silence to make sound and a loss before you found it
it takes the one to have the other and no time to fall in love,
but it takes you years to know what love is and some fears to make you trust,
life is so rough, life goes full circle,
life is our love, life is wonderful, and freedom is mine...

conversation with myself...

hey! how's ur blog tho? lots of things to write but...?
alaaa...no gap to do that! hectic schedules with works!
ooo...really? or is it because u always mengaduh ur ass lebam & ur lutut luka?
weh! suka hati aku la! i love to mengaduh! bukan slalu ade peluang nak sakit!
up to you! but i know the mind is thinking of blogging...
hhmmm...ok la I'm writing now la...

nearly 2 weeks, nothing has been updated including my financial flow, mind keep being pushing thinking for somebody else instead of myself, my eyes turn nearly to panda's eye now, cant sleep well! cant eat well! yes it's just sometime to having this kind of hectic schedule of works which dragging in to out of office hour time beside without OT! can u imagine how this moment going on? stress still on altho try to fight it smartly. but nevertheless, still kacau my sleeping time turn it to rest & relax by flirting out with whoever I'm close with and watched Madagascar II & James Bond & Wayang & GP506...by this moment watching movies is one of the way to relax...beside thinking of bungee jump or diving which all need more times & money...by the way, i love to be out of my house when i'm in the messy mind because if i stay indoor my mind gonna be more mess-up with all the siol housemates' behaviors! so, special thanks to kareshi & amir for spending times with me =) love you tho! now, my mind asking for rest but my physical want to keep on moving...for some extreme outdoor activities perhaps! yes...waiting for call for that...water rafting in lata kijang, or bungee jump in melbourne, or rock climbing in damai, or maybe bermain air di lata jarum! hmmm...perhaps, perhaps, perhaps! and all these chaotic thingy resulted in migraine and gastrick in myself! (my migraine = cofees + stress)+(my gastrick = hectic + no gap) = messy self...whatever! I do agree if someone want to take care of myself for a while, now! huuu...

Before I stop, just comments on the movies.
Madagascar:Escape 2 Africa >> well enough to make you laughing and LOL! the part I love is when Melman's teaching Moto Moto on how to treat Gloria in a well manner =p
James Bond:Quantum of Solace >> full of quite extreme kind of actions as usual. The view which attract me is the structure of the hotel in the middle of the sahara/desert.
Wayang >> congrat to Mr Hatta Azad Khan tho for this good quality malay movie! ^_^ seriustly everybody who's the arts lover especially wayang kulit should go and watch Wayang tho! I tak bosan langsung watching it to the end tho =) so how about you? ;)
Guard Post GP506 >> one good korean movie. U need-to-think-kind-of-story in a story tho! It's stories in a story which actually the only answer is...heheee...watch it to know it! =D kind of a bit challenging to understand the true story =)
So, need to mengundur diri now...walla! thanks for reading. Oh! before I forgot, last 2 weekend I've spend my valueable times in Perak for water rafting & caving! best giler tho! so for photos and videos of that water rafting & caving, well need to visit my facebook thou ^_^. Walla again!



This is a conversation with myself...It's okay to dance around it and have it my way, Laugh about it, oh for goodness sake, Don't believe in anything that's keeping me awake, Loverboy, lovergirl, I need a song to sleep to and morning to sleep thru, And have it my way. I better have it my way with myself. I better have it my way anytime. I better have it my way with myself and only myself. I better have it mine and I know that you'll have yours...I'm feeling all sentimental and feeling all thru my head...

this weekend I...

just wanna let all of you who wanna knows,
this weekend I'll be joining an outdoor team to Gopeng, Perak,
the same team I've joined to G.Irau last month,
for water rafting on saturday &
caving at Gua Tempurung on Sunday,
plus side activities like shopping spree & 'wayang' perhaps =p
just wait & see & I'm eager for some new experiences! ^_^
hope I'll totally enjoy it, for my self satisfaction of course!
while time is less & less, I need to catch up everything wanted asap!
bless...walla!

last weekend I...

well, stories for my last weekend:
happy things were...
my beloved pet sist who's also my best friend was here in KL,
I picked her from Hotel Brisdale,
lunch & dinner at the Rosdet restaurant with my fav porridge plus fav soup =)
then story telling session till slept,
next picked another pet sist from Unisel and shopping around Shah Alam,
wahahaa...I bought some books & mag ^_^
the sad thing was...
while walking from one shopping center to another,
plus raining lightly, suddenly my beloved green slipper terputus di tengah jalan...
waaaaaaaaaa! and without any thought,
I just took it and searched for the nearest dustbin and thrown it into it,
and berjalan berkaki ayam to the nearest Vincci shop
and bought the cheapest slipper which attracted me to it! DONE!
while inside my mind still thinking on the lost chance to Gunung Nuang :( whatever.

work, brain, money, work...

9.45pm: still sitting opposite my boss,
hearing what he's talking & explaining,
but my mind already on my sweet comfort bed,
sleepy and totally out of mind,
can be say under subconscious mind perhaps now,
the theta wave is start waving now...serious!
ahaks! when words 'subconscious mind' come out from my mind,
suddenly I remember the suggestion from a lawyer,
also a close friend of mine,
he offers me to learn neuro linggo, the art of communication to subconscious power,
sounds interesting for me thou...
since long time ago I'd red a book belongs to my abah,
The Power Of Subconscious Mind...
dude, if you totally learn that, you're then able to hypnoses anyone! =)
I still can remember during the time I was in secondary school,
I love to 'lepak' in my abah mini library,
and my targets were all the book referring to mind & IQ & EQ & SQ...
love all those related to MIND topics! curious on how power the brain is!?
while I was reading, I was also testing my mind thou! ahaks! funny but serious,
by the way, although J. Robert Oppenheimer was the farther of atomic bomb in World War II,
it was Einstein who'd used just 1.3% of his brain to create the E=MC(square),
{correct me if I'm wrong on the Einstein's brain %...my brain can't remember well now}
uppss...before i keep on thinking to some other heavy topic, i better stop now! walla!

Water Sports in Putrajaya this weekend!

hi all, FYI there'll be Water Sports in Putrajaya this weekend! Stars from 7th up to 9th Nov'08 and the admission to the watersports complex in Presint 6 Putrajaya is free =) see uu there!

time is less & less...

OMG! as lately when I start thinking,
minutes to hours, days to weeks,
then I've realized, the time is less & less,
but there're lots of things in my list,
which haven't been well done yet!
especially lots of places which I haven't step my own small foot yet! Urghh!
and the time is less & less,
but the trips & events & actions are more & more!
as the loves become more & more...
theatres & arts & outdoors & photos & bungee jump & Melbourne!
how about Capoeira & SLR camera & diving & Grand Canyon!?
wahahahaaa...sounds huge & cheerful & enjoying life aite?
that's what we're living for dude! ENJOY YOUR LIFE!
as best as you can...and this is what I'm doing & planning & try to archieve,
till the time is end...as the time is less & less...huuu... >_<
Can I? hopefully & trying & grabbing...Ameen.

by the way, only some of you can totally understand the whole what I mean here... ;)
and what goes around, comes around.

where & done...

Hello to all the readers! =p firstly sorry for my late blog update, well...hectic schedule lately avoids me in preparing any updates thou =) but at last, today, glad for this gap... So, for you who want to know where I was and what I've done in these 3 weeks 'blog silent', I'm not silent as everybody knows ;) hehee...keep on reading then!

17 - 19/10/08 - joined the KOMA adventure to Gunung Irau - climbing on the raining weather in the wet muddy beautiful forest, followed by the cameroon enjoyable fresh shopping time! ;) Refer to my Facebook [Ikha Zul] for more stories and photos of this cheerful adventure trip ^_^ Please visit SpideyAIman's blog for more interesting stories of this trip =)

22/10/08 Wed - 'jom theatre' with Azah to KLPac for Kisah Gadis! ^_^ Well done to Tapai & Megat for both excelent theatres thou! And FYI, soon this Kisah Gadis will start their tour to Melaka =)

24/10/08 - Once again Mamma Mia! with my somebody =+ Damn I love Mamma Mia with all the ABBA songs. And FYI, the live musical theatre Mamma Mia! will be staged at Istana Budaya starts from 17 Dec'08 to Jan'09 and the ticket price is RM150 up to RM900. Go go for it! =+

25 & 26/10/08 - in Melaka met my beloved Along Azi & family for Syawal open house! Happily met some other MMUians, like a reunion! hehee...and the most I like thingy when I'm in my pet family house is dengar Mak membebel! suke betul dengar bebelan seorang ibu pada anak2 =) by the way, my own parents not yang suka membebel kind of =p wahaha...

27/10/08 - 'beronggeng' around Bukit Bintang, Low Yat & Times Square. Watched Bangkok Dangerous in 3D Imax cinema with my somebody =+

and lastly, last nite, I was in the Renaissance Hotel near to KLCC for my boss's wedding =)

So, other times than all those trips & events, are my working time thou...hehee...same as all of you out there! working and working for money money money for more and more trips or travel or events to go! As my parents always remind me >> ENJOY YOUR LIFE!! Walla.

Jom photographying!

Jom photographying! ^_^

nothing more or less just as below:

bye bye to you... =(

:( I've just received a call,
my relative told me that...
my grandma had just passed away...
and now I'm still working, on job,
but my mind thingking of the way back to hometown asap!
and I want to tell somebody about this,
I want to but I'm not sure...
should or shouldn't I?

Bunny Mamma Mia! ^_^

midnite of the midnite, back home with face still smiling! =)
why? because of The House Bunny & Mamma Mia of course!
damn tonite I enjoyed both cheerfully & happily along with lots of LOL =D
both movies made me out with lots of laughs! serious LOL,
and took all the pressures of my shoulder,
not to forget lots of thanks for my only bro who accompanied me,
both of us totally enjoyed the movies especially Mamma Mia - the musical based of hit songs of ABBA,
totally awesome till all the audiences still stick to it till the screen totally black-off! ^_^
6/10 for Bunny which is produced by Adam Sandler & 8.5/10 for Mamma Mia! =)
I would like to suggest all of you make the same, go and watch The House Bunny follow by Mamma Mia!
then you can feel the connection thou! =P happy enjoy it!

Jom teater! ^_^

hi all readers...I never ask for 'jom teater' before right? =)
some of you might already know that I'm fanatic theater kind of,
but honestly I've stop all the theater activities since 2007,
the only left are go and watch and support theaters ^_^
still eager for 'berteater' but less opportunity perhaps...
well...let us go to KL Pac on this coming 22th to 26th Oct for.... :

The Actors Studio's Teater Rakyat programme with the support of KLPac presents Kisah Gadis

Two ordinary women. Two different lives. Two moving tales.

1) MANGLI
Written by / Ditulis oleh ADIWIJAYA
Featuring / Dilakonkan oleh ASHRAF ZAIN & TUAN FAISAL (TAPAI)
two friends stumble into each other at a bus stop after years without news. As they exchange words, Idayu begins to discover a very different Aris from the college classmate she once knew. People change with time, some more than others. Over a conversation, they venture to rediscover each other...

2) GADIS JALAN BURMAH
Written by / Ditulis oleh REDZA MINHAT
Featuring / Dilakonkan oleh SHERRY ABDULLAH

Kartini finds herself furiously baking her own cake on her 42nd birthday. Amidst the hilarity and absurdity of the situtation, a million things flood her mind. Should she go out with the insurance salesman her mom suggested? Is she really running out of time? Then, memories of her past flings return to haunt her... the vet from UPM...Chinese pilot...American expat...and her Mak Long Piah. What should she do?

Directed by / Diarahkan oleh MEGAT SHARIZAL (Festival Teater 2004 Best Director for Tat Nenas)
Artistic Director / Pengarah Artistik JOE HASHAM
Executive Producer / Penerbit Eksekutif DATO' FARIDAH MERICAN

22 – 25 Oct @ 8.30pm; 25 - 26 Oct @ 3.00pm
Pentas 2, KLPac (map)
RM25 (adults / dewasa) & RM10 (students / pelajar)
Preview Night / Malam Prebiu (22 Oct, 8.30pm) & Sat Matinee / Persembahan Sabtu (25 Oct, 3pm) @ RM10

I've watched both before and seriously both come with lots of differences and stories and the best part is laugh & laugh & laugh especially for Mangli! Cayalah abg Faisal & ashraf & megat! ^_^ JOM TEATER!

p/s weh sape nak pegi roger aku! =)

Eagle Eye

hmm...midnite, on this sleepy time,
I'm just back home from watching Eagle Eye,
well...as been suggested to watch it by Amir,
during lunch time in Plaza Damas,
with azhar sulaiman who served my lunch,
which make kak yus & wani & amir quite shocked,
coz they thought I'm lying =D
but whatever...back to Eagle Eye...
quite well story with lots of transports damages as perhaps one big point,
hhmm...honestly I was totally concentrated just half of the story,
another half, well...my mind quite fast tracked it,
already able to 75% guessed the following lines...
plus, there are some ideas which grabbed from other movies,
the story lines looks like duplicating from past good movies,
so...i just can give 6 out of 10 averagely...
but it's still one good movie =)
and thanks for somebody who accompanied me =+
Memo:
my mind was more to Mamma Mia! actually...nevermind...& whatever!

Konklusi Raya 1429H

Well, raya 1429H all the way was fully happily,
had chances met some old friends ^_^
well, also missed two of my close friends Nani & Yatie,
but mostly...cheerful & happy,
especially with somebody visited me,
and, included along the way back to KL,
with BEE & cousins,
with jamm & speeding,
with stops here & there & met all the relatives =)
so pada konklusinya...semua baik2 & enak2 & gembira!
thanks God.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri ^_^

To all of you out there, who'll celebrate Eid-el-Fitri,
May all be blessed and have a great glorious days along the Syawal...
Thanks God for giving us another chance to move on our life,
So what we need to do during this raya days...
Lets inform & show all of our families how we loves them,
Lets apologize for all the faults from all the person we know,
especially to our friends, who always together beside us,
loves & appreciations...the most valuable thingee in our life!
for us to always be happy & pleasure...

Salam Aidilfitri & Maaf zahir batin from a little me to all of you ^_^ cheers!

nothingness?

after a complete one week of silence, my first word running in my mind this morning once I login is NOTHINGNESS. Why nothingness? Let me think...
1) maybe because I feel like my life lately, in one short moment, filled up with nothing! Nihility, like in the state of being nothing, and in the condition or quality of being nothing...
2) might be also due to my works nowadays which I feel like something with lack of consequence, insignificant and less values...until I happily-force myself playing my fav strategy game ~Pharaoh~ everyday to make my mind at least busy thinking!
3) and I feel my days followed one another in an endless procession of emptiness, and worthlessness...due to I'm less in think ness, in a cognition includes thinking, attention, perception, memory, reasoning, imagining, and speech...I think! =p
4) do 1, 2, & 3 make sense? whatever! ^_^
5) I do think I need to change a new fuse...sooner!

hmm...next! nothingness follows by SITUATIONIST.

Nowadays I'm...

well...nowadays I'm...working and running for something bumpy, uncompromising...and everytime I got stuck, stiff, and rigid, I'll stop and rest a while by reading The Ulam Project, just finished read the amazing, surreal story of Ulam July'07 =) then back to works, again...same cycle everyday till...end of October perhaps...really hope so! @_@ hope will run out of this abhorrence, loathing condition and position soon enough!

p/s special thanks to my somebody who chilled me out along last weekend! =+ can I say --> 'I LOVE YOU DEAR' ? =+

sad mode :(

hhmmm...what u need?
when you are in sad mode...
last few days I was in a bit sad mode,
because of something & somebody,
living in a dull face...
but today...my sadness boosts!
something happen to my BEE,
heartrending till I had a tad sob...
well, as somewhat ensue to the thing you love so much...
hhmm.....whatever!

Memo:
Sorry, because of this gloomy situation of mine, I need to cancel our berbuka puasa :(

Late!

lately i'm always late!
late to work on purpose :p
late back home to avoid jam!
late on sleep coz i cant sleep well :(
and late on wake up coz wanna late to work ^_^
late in updating stories on my blog,
also late answering whoever's calling,
and whoever's sms'ing as been tought by my somebody,
and last nite, just late on knowing fuel price decreased!
but lastly, my late actually not really late,
it's just that not on time puntually =)

Memo:
Sallina Salim: he make u broke 2 prinsips in ur life beb... How can i'm also late realized it's 2!? =D u know me well lartz! and she answered: Sallina Salim: bukan ko late, u decide not to notice it! Am I? yaa...I was...