May 28, 2008

teruja... @_@

wow! lately when I'm reading lots and lots of different kinds of, genres of blogs and bloggers, I'm becoming teruja...eager to, interested to...sampai pening, in thinking of lots and more things i would like to write out...but...can you imagine when you are hungry and suddenly in front of served with lots and lots of foods, meals and drinks, included together with all your fav chocolates and cakes and juices bla bla blaa...which will you choose? will you eat first then drink or vice versa or multiple? you will finished it all or just eat small pieces then another pieces and so on...? or maybe you'll eat want you want then keep it all others? ahaah, multiple choices of actions! so...at the end actually maybe you just dream it all or just watch it and leave! ahaah...understand what I mean? @_@ teruja...

p/s these days I'm feeling too swamped by too many things...I'm getting frequent paranoia that hit me out of somewhere...my brain can't stop thinking! even in my sleep! @_@ could the time give me some breathing space?

May 27, 2008

tsumaranai yooo... @_@

ok ok I'm writing now... =P thanks for all of your supports to encourage me to keep on writing...ya as most of you, my friends, said "see...lots of things you are able to speak out and all are good if you can write it all in your blog so that whoever with no opportunity to listen can at least read it!" ehehee...ok I'm agree with that but, there is a but, I'm able to write as fast as I'm thinking nor speak! can you get that? huhuhuuuu...I'm trying and it'll take time.

by the way, lately and since I enter May'08,my life change to tsumarai situation, I mean I'm bored in lately boring situation. everyday quite relax with less jobs to do but just some short time with sudden emergency-works-to-be-done-fast...having more time to eat and eat...instead of keep on studying on latest updates in telco world such as WiMAX & LTE & Roaming & etc,at the same time i can focus on doing private works like searching for movies & songs, reading one blog then jump to another blogs, searching for my most wanted books,
still looking for any part time works with can fulfill my free spaces, enjoying learning on psychology & mind tests & cosmetics-cop & health & investment & bla bla blaa, resulted my mind loaded with lots of things to think of...at least i can make my mind 'hectic' instead of myself which is now I put under boring mood! which also resulted with some pelik kind of thing seperti kesalahan dlm pertuturan seharian, for example, orang cakap 'mandi kerbau' aku cakap either mandi ayam or mandi badak, 'bertunang' aku cakap 'bertenang', 'surat kabar' aku pronounce 'surat k-bar' etc...included some irregular actions seperti makan banyak ayam sedangkan I'm not chicken lover, dan sudah pandai makan sotong gergasi, I mean sotong yg besar tu sedangkan sebelum ni I'm totally can't accept that sotong! ^_^ perubahan yg lain ialah, in office dari seorang engineer yg busy bertukar menjadi seperti admin yg bored...in house aku sudah bercampur gaul dengan housemates yg membosankan, out of anywhere aku sudah berjaya menghabiskan bacaan my fav haruki murakami's novel entitled Norwegian Wood since I bought it on last Jan 2006!! yey yey! can you imagine how long I took to finished reading this book!? itu membuktikan aku memang read it whole with all my heart & soul! buku tu memang comes with feelings la...ups! it's not book of love story orait, it's a story of life. next I'll buy maybe Sputnik Sweetheart or Dance Dance Dance or The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle, wait & see...

some more, beside this boring kind of life, thanks for some of you who tried to take me out of this boring nest =) all the times, I do need someone to share the whole 'what's happening' in me, but usually, let me repeat this sentence again, "we'll get someone which we don't want to..." yup it's true, then that one which at first we don't want, end up to be the one which we need the most...all the time...along the time...and can you imagine if the one we need the most is 'lost'? or just kejap ade kejap takde? or 'just see you when I see you'...? or like "I can't feel that I'm having you"...ahaah...whatever! "ok, whatever".

p/s I dedicated
the last paragraph to the one who hates my "ok,whatever"

May 15, 2008

If I cant help falling in love with you...

Quote:

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I cant help falling in love with you
Shall I stay, Would it be a sin
If I cant help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I cant help falling in love with you

May 13, 2008

Woman needs...

Today, I want to represent all women to let the men know what we really need especially in a relationship, I mean true relationship which comes with loves. Women always wonder what men really want in a relationships, and you want to know something? Men actually wonder the same thing. So for you men out there, below can be the 'expensive' tips...which actually not all of you men can or able to do it well...but it's still all right, as long as you try it with your partner,and I'm totally sure she'll love it and she'll loves you more! ^_^

1.
Woman wants to be understood and respected. Mostly, women want men to understand how they feel, plus with be respected. Woman needs their man to hear her out and allow her to share her feelings, don't really need her man to solve it, because she actually can handles her problems on her own. Instead, women just want the man in their lives to understand what they're going through, what's happening to her, and if can, everything related to her! By the way, ignoring or putting your partner down isn't going to foster respect in the relationship!

2. Woman needs to be loved and cared. Mostly, woman needs to feel loved by her man, needs to know that her man truly loves her, and if can, above anyone else.
She needs to feel like her partner cares for her. When she's overwhelmed, she needs her man to show that he cares by helping to ease her load. If she's sad, she needs to know that her man cares about what is happening to her and what she's feeling. A relationship is a serious commitment, so when she knows where're loves and cares, she will continue with the commitment.


long & lose & appreciate

in a long relationship, you tend to take for granted many small but meaningful things.
those small but meaningful things, you will only appreciate them when you lose them.

May 5, 2008

helping & helped.

Men mistakenly expect women to think, communicate, and react the way men do; women mistakenly expect men to feel, communicate, and respond the way women do. Are you forgotten that men and women are supposed to be different?? So a result the relationships are filled with unnecessary friction and conflict!

Memo:
lately received some 'relationship conflicts' which need helps,
so let me help by...ready...now follow me slowly...
now stop thinking of it! I mean the conflict which you're facing now,
then relax and control your breath & calm your mind...fuuuuhhh...okay...
next, rethink of what's happening, again...
but this time look at it as one short 'movie' or like a trailer of a movie...
and you're as the audience...now just give your honest comments for 'the movie'
then try to think what should 'they' do to release the conflict...
got it? now apply the ways to yourself...
remember...think with the positive ways orait!
and together in a cheerful self-ways... ^_^
by the way, all of us want it to be positive right?
and according to the Law of Attraction, we order positive, we'll get positive! and vice versa...walla!

May 2, 2008

One hour to live...

Memo:
If you had one hour to live and could make just one phone call, who would you call? What would you say? And why are you waiting?

Apr 30, 2008

Relationship...

today is a happy day for me, (although inside of me there is something wrong which was just happened in last few days that make my heart hurt and my feeling is sad all the way till now... just forget it,) this time i just interested to write down one good thing happened...

let me put the situation as a girl and a guy in a quarreling-mood...this is the common-bad situation that always happen in a relationship, for couple, or best friends...at the end, you want to know how and what's the best way to settle it? just go though the below dialogs:

Girl:
"u always thought of yourself as a loving person, but you actually had been just a fair-weather friend! as long as I'm happy and nice, you loved back. But if i was unhappy or upset, you would feel blamed and then argue or distance yourself..."

Me: I told the guy do not leave the girl. And at the end...the guy thanked me as below:

Good guy:
That day, for the first time, I didn't leave her. I stayed, and it felt great. I succeeded in giving to her when she really needed me. This felt like real love. Caring for another person. Trusting in our love. Being there at her hour of need. How had I missed this? She just needed me to go over and hold her. But as a man, I didn't know that touching, holding, and listening were so important to her...

quote:
"Right now I'm in pain. I have nothing to give, this is when I need you the most. Please, come over here and hold me. You don't have to say anything. I just need to feel your arms around me. Please don't go..." and the husband walked over and silently held his wife. "She wept in my arms. After a few minutes, she thanked me for not leaving. She told me that she just needed to feel me holding her."


Memo:

it is so important for a couple not to misinterpret and mismanage the stress in their daily lives, because all the reactions are ultimately can affect their relationships. actually for you girls, it's not that he's just not into you, he needs to fulfill a biological need. so do for guys, it's not that she wants to henpeck you, she also has a biological drive. so how a guy's withdrawal is actually a natural way for him to replenish his depleted testosterone levels and restore his well-being, and how a girl's need for conversation and support helps her build her own stress-reducing hormone, oxytocin.

Apr 29, 2008

Law of attraction

as been asked by some of my friends regarding my YM status, so here i would like to write down what and why 'law of attraction' ^_^

started in year 2004, I've been attracted by this topic due to my self studying of EQ & SQ while searching of 'coincidence' =P actually by that time my mind looked like doubt of 'coincidence'...because as been understood, all stories of us had been written, well, like a script of a long long story and all of us are the characters in the story who's acting accordingly to the script bla, bla, blaa...something like that. so, I've read lots of articles and indirectly jumped to this subject matter.


the law of attraction I can define as 'like attracts like', means as everything that happens to you is like you attract it all to yourself, by yourself. no matter good or bad. like you're putting out orders, consciously or unconsciously. let me give an example - you are in pizza hut ordering a pizza, in your mind of course you fully expect the pizza which you'll get served the way you've imagine and want it to be, right? so, that is law of attraction. everything you focus on (order a pizza) can have an effect on your life (you'll get a pizza). it's like we attract into our lives the things we want, that is based on what we're thinking and feeling. we create our own circumstances by the choices we make in life, and the choices we make are fueled by our thoughts. the feelings that the thoughts generate are what actually attract things into our lives. in order to attract the things you want into your life, you have to place the right order. Visualizing your future life can help to hone your thoughts and feelings toward the things you want, so your
thoughts, feelings and actions all have to be firing simultaneously in the same direction. Hmmm...mcm when you're talking about action, it must be about walking in the direction which you want.

by the way, according to law of attraction, there is no such thing as a 'coincidence', and this drag me in. everything in the world is made up of energy, which is controlled by thoughts and feelings. so you are sending out signals (orders) and these signals attract like energy to you. it's fact that everything happens by principles and laws in our universe. and so consequently, inside of ourselves, we do having an absolutely unlimited power, realize it or not. there are 3 simple steps in law of attraction - Ask. Believe. Receive. Alaa...sepertimana yang selalu kita buat setiap hari. solat dan berdoa, percaya dan beriman, maka pasti akan dilimpahi rahmat =)

ok, i'm feeling dizzy now...pening membuat penerangan law of attraction! =P hahahaa... tak paham pandai2 la tanya. Done!

Memo: ralat itu normal.

Apr 27, 2008

it's delicate?

you hate to bring the umbrella,
although you know it will rain,
don't acting you're independent,
and you are all innocent,
mulish and stubborn!
stop blaming yourself,
and don't doubting this and that,
please stop denying,
instead you really need it,
perhaps, still you are not?
at the end, you just realized,
your heart is delicate...nostalgic!

Memo:
picture meeting your lover a little later than convenient...perhaps.
the happiness will have shapes when being shared with someone.

Apr 23, 2008

OMG! Hmmm..?

in passed 2 weeks, I mostly spent my whole office-hour-durations in-office. Seldom to sites. So, mostly doing readings...on my fav topics like IQ, EQ & SQ, brain & psychology, law of attraction, men Mars women Venus, then blogs by blogs and some forums. read all any post which attracts me, especially that encourages me to think! Erratic or eccentric kind of. I'm an open-thinking kinda person, a self-contained nonchalantly reader and blogger ^_^ it's just that, most of the time, my brain always fulfilled with so many thoughts which most of it I want to speak-write it out but I'm not apt or fast enough to speak-write it out!! @_@ uurrgghhh! then ended like frozen contemplations! maybe because I'm not good enough in writing, perhaps...

p/s Malaysian lesbian? Read...
p/s2 Politic thinker? Read...
p/s3 latest blog I read -
love.hate.life.angel - Read...
p/s4 heavy writer? Read...
p/s4 polygamy? Read...
Memo:
In the guy's mind, the withdrawal scenario usually goes something like..
“Whoa! When did this turn from fun into a ton of work? Things have been great, but now it feels “different” because she's unsatisfied and pushing on me to define our relationship…”
“And I HAVEN'T EVEN DECIDED what I want exactly, or what the heck it is that I'm feeling here…”
“And now that the chemistry and attraction we used to have has changed! I guess “the magic” is gone…!”
Men can sure be clueless idiots that actually do need help to notice the dumb things they're doing.

Apr 22, 2008

Today is Earth Day!

Apr 17, 2008

change!

hhmm...lately keep on thinking of doing some changes,
changes in me, myself, my life...
maybe I'm bored enough with some kinda boring things surrounding me,
maybe I have to jump to another ship,
maybe I need to be lone-ranger again as I was,
maybe I want to go out of this space of mine for a while,
maybe to underwater world, or upper sky world,
or maybe I supposedly go with Lat & Ivy to UK,
perhaps...perhaps...
but, I'm afraid that...
once I start changing,
lots of things will change!

noted: Live for the sake of living. Give for the sake of giving. Love for the sake of love. Learn because you can.

tanjobi omedeto to me soon!


Apr 11, 2008

Reminder...

waduhh...lots of my frens out there typing my blog address wrongly,
it's triple Z okay...if double Z, it will go to another new blog,
I don't know to whom it belongs to,
looks like the owner maybe Indonesian ;)
maybe...
by the way, to all readers, thanks in advance! ^_^

p/s for my photos, visit my multiply :D
p/s2 for those who advice me to add chat widget in my blog, I will. Just wait & see okie ;)

Apr 8, 2008

Fuuhh... ^_^

yuhuuu...! I'm back! ^_^ and feeling sooo released!
like with hunk of cheese, and square of chocolate and puff of perfume!
hehehee...I mean that I'm back to normal now, no more outstation to go till end of May, can just walking and working just around 'my daily life places' ;) it's just that...hmmm..now thinking of my gf, my BEE, need to be serviced! as been postponed since last 2-3 weeks!


So now I wanna complete something from what I've done in East Malaysia - conclude my short trip to Kuching & KK:

2-April-08, 'run' to LCCT from 6.30am. Breakfast in McD. Meet new friend - Rubecca, eating and talking non stop until we need to separate, she to KK, me to Kuching. Arrived in Kuching Airport at 1130. Waiting for Maxis people, then by car to Maxis TOC in Jln Bintawa Daya, before that, lunch in famous restaurant named Nurvogue, most of the meals are delicious! and that was the 3rd time I ate there. Next, trained Maxis engineers for Nethawk 3G protocol analyser, done with online monitoring and testing. 1800, one of us checked-in to Holiday Inn. Then, dinner in my fav place - Topspot, followed by checked-in to my fav Somerset Hotel ^_^ Around 2030, my ex-roomate, Wiena the Sarawakian picked-me-up and she brought me to quite unique-design restaurant named Trivolly Garden. Had supper - laksa sarawak! fuhh! tasted like soup pekat fulled with herbs! next jalan2 to Kuching Waterfront and snapped some pics till 2315! :D Thanks Wiena. By the way, regreted because I've to cancel from buying the famous Sarawak ikan masin, takut berbau bila ke KK nanti...huhuu...kempunan jer la...

3-April-08, hotel breakfast time till 1030. Then walked to Kuching waterfront again, snapped some pics again, till crossed the road to the shops in front of the waterfront. Wow! lots of arts thingy and handicraft and jeweleries and most of it come with unique designs and shapes! I just bought one sand stone bracelet and a t-shirt printed with map of places to visit around Sarawak. 1300, took taxi to the airport, lunch in restaurant named
OneOnly inside the Kuching airport. Next, departure at 1505 and arrived in KK International Airport at 1640. My cousin picked-me-up and brought me to makan petang in area near to Promenade Hotel. 1830 I've checked-in and relaxed in the deluxe room! Luckily I got room with special-view so not to forget snapped some pics! at the same time merenung matahari yang sedang terbenam...so damn beautiful and I'm failed in catching the real view into my camera! huhuhuuu...SLR, SLR, that's the only thing running in my mind at that time! Next, rehat2 watching TV then siap2 to go out. Bosan la. Altho I've been told by Maxis people the training gonna be on 0030 midnite and I've planned to sleep early, but it's so boring so I just selamba like lone-ranger walk to the newest shopping complex nearby. Walked around for nearly 2 hours, I bought one Vincci flat slipper and straightly replace my shoe with it, then bought my fav 1901 hotdog, tapaw and with fast paced to hotel in hungry mode and makan! 2300 I slept and forced to wake up an hour later! uurrgghh! in sleepy mode to Maxis KK TOC in Jln Tuaran Inanam. Trained the engineers till 0330 then back to my sweet room and sleep! Tired!

4-April-08, checked-out from Promenade at 1200. While waiting for my cousin to pick me up at 1500, I walked to Center Point Sabah shopping center. Wow! got special promotion from Nike and Adidas! altho still same as regular prices, at the end I bought Nike Fit-Dry swim wear :p and nearly buy Adidas latest training shoe Adizero! expensive! and so comfortable! uurrgghhh! I force myself not to go to the ATM machine! sabar jer la... :D So, next, with my cousin, he brought me to makan then search for regular hotel just for one nite rest.


5-April-08, 0645 my cousin jemput me and start out 2 hour journey to Kundasang - kaki Gunung Kinabalu. Wow! the sceneries along the way, beautiful! we stopped at some places to snapped pics especially pic of Mount Kinabalu of course and unluckily my camera battery level nearly zero! damn! Breakfast near Ranau area then went to Poring Hot Spring Recreation Area. Main target was the canopy walkway. Cannot take pics laa...but still fun and enjoying! gayat jugak la...tinggi wooo!=p next relaxed and rendam kaki di kawasan air panas...1200 noon, start to balik because my cousin ada kelas at 1500. Oh, my cousin is the lecturer in Politeknik KK ;) So, lunch then Abg Man send me to his gf's house, Kak Ernie. So, I just lepak in the house alone coz Kak Ernie also having class at that time. I siap2kan diri, relax while watching 2 movies - Ice Skating and Knots. Best jugak la movie tu =) Next, 2030, Abg Man jemput Kak Ernie and me and ready for dinner! and because he knows that I totally love seafood, he brought me to Gayangs restaurant. Waaaa...banyak pilihan tuuu...semua hidup2 tau! including weird kind of shellfishes! lastly, as been courages by Kak Ernie, I ask for my most fav lobster and mangrove shrimps (ketam bakau) and
prawn and jelly-vege which I forgot the name. And all just cost us RM230++ =D fresh seafood with suitable price! nearly 2300, back home and watched Sky High with Kak Ernie till sleep!

6-April-08, plan for snorkeling has been canceled due to some reason :( so, around 1100, Abg Man pick me, thanks to Kak Ernie, then to Philippine Market. Waaa...because of its my fav place, I bought the Swarovski crystal bracelets! one for mama, one for my sist and 2 for me! ^_^ and at last my money just tinggal 3 ringgit! My cousin just gelak! wahahahaa! Next, late lunch at Tangjung Aru beach. 1700 moved to KKIA, and I departed at 1830, arrived in KLIA at 2145. And 1 and half hour after that, arrived home, kemas2 and ready to sleep! so my happy journey end! =) Happy Wappy!

p/s I'll upload the pics when I've done editting it okay ;-)

Apr 1, 2008

out of KL for a while...

yuhuu...to all frens out there,
just for your information,
I'll be 'lost' for a while...
I mean I'll not be in KL start from tomorrow until Monday,
I'll be in East Malaysia,
working and enjoying ^_^
plus release tension and be alone,
I mean alone for just a few days ok,
do not worry, as all of u know,
I'm independent kinda girl...got used to it!
so...CHOW! (^_^)

Mar 31, 2008

miserable! to calm down...

uurrghh! altho now I'm having new office-colleague in helping me with my alone-jobs before, but my schedule still need to be re-arranged! I've thinking a lot lately...by the way, i am someone who always love-thinking-in-everything! maybe this is one of the style of geminian! =D whatever!
So, as the last day of March'08, what i'm doing most of the times today is reading blogs and update my diary and express all my feelings in My Heart'08 diary and lastly update my Epitomes...its like relaxing day for me, change miserable to calm down mood and feeling...well, it's good thou! good for me ^_^ ever since too busy with hectic life schedule start from last Dec'07! but it's calming down now...and suddenly...I'm thinking of...maybe jump to another ship...? perhaps...Celcom..? hhmmm...thinking..but maybe not yet!

By the way, I wanna stop writing now. Just wanna relax and listening to my fav song lately - from Juno movie, full time friend part time lover...but before that, just wanna update and let all of you out there know regarding Telco World in Malaysia. There will be one new operator soon, beside Celcom, Maxis and Digi, named Umobile. The numbe will be 018 and actually it already start promoting itself with Umobile - Surf with U. If you wanna know on details, just click on the below pics okay ;) Done! Daa...

Mar 25, 2008

Step Up! I love it! ^_^

Waaa...!! ^_^ I really really love this musics+dances kinda movie! as I always do since...since long time ago =) Step Up 2 - The Streets, wow! I most part which I love is the last dance from MSA - Maryland School af the Arts team, lead by both Chase the hero and Andie the heroin...walla! Love it thou! dance by the rebelliois street dancer in the rainy nite with so damn cool stylish movements and the most special is the effect from the rain-water like dancing together! cool! ^_^ If compare to Step Up 1, this one is more aggressive. Hero in Step Up 1, Tyler gage also included in this Step Up 2 but just in the intro part of it =) hey, just go and watch it and enjoy it okay! Daa... ^_^






p/s Azah, sorry to hear about what happened to your new car...hehehee...be more careful next time okay! =) and jom tengok wayang next time okay! ^_^
p/s2 click here to see Step Up - The Streets OST

Mar 23, 2008

back from home! ^_^

Walla! ^_^ I'm back from my family's home! soooo happy meeting everybody, except my bro shafiq coz he didn't back home last weekend...actually since last raya, ces! whatever! hehehe...same like his sister! malas balik rumah! hehehe...actually...that's me! ^_^

So, along the time when I was at home, things what I've done were long-sleep and watched movies from DVDs that I brought and shopping with my siblings, also my mama! huhuhuu...no time to spent with my abah, no life discussion as usual with abah, except, first time merajuk with abah! uurrgghhh! as the result, I cannot take the Honda engine oil from my abah's collection, as in one of the main reason why I choose to balik rumah! iisshhhh! @_@ geramnye! now I need to buy it by my own because it is time for me to service my BEE! walla wei...regretted! whatever!


Actually I was back hometown with less budget this time, my budget lost during outstations to east Malaysia actually. But, at least I still affordable and bought jeans and shirts and slack and needed things to both of my bros. And as usual, lots of home-kitchen things for my family. Except for my abah, his wanted camera, because I was still in merajuk mood at that time :p hehhee..at the end, everybody's happy, so do I =x of course we are happy when we able to make our love-life-people happy thou! Sayang my family much much! Nothing can beat the loves!

So, I just arrived in KL this morning. And because of still unsatisfied in myself due to not yet buy the wanted camera to my abah, so I went to Low Yat after had my lunch. At the same time, together with my aunt, she need me to guide her in buying laptop =) So, I've helped my aunt, she at last choose HP Compac beside the Acer, and I bought camera to my abah! ^_^ hehehee...so damn happy! Firstly, I want to buy the same camera as mine, but, at the end I choose the latest Canon digicam because the price is quite cheaper than my model. My camera is Canon Ixus 70, I bought Canon PowerShot A470 to my family. The functions nearly the same except the physical-look and the battery. I choose the blue color instead of red for my abah ^_^. hehehe...satisfied! Now...sleepy...so...bye and nite nite!



p/s to elmo, thanks for picked-up tweety this morning, and tweety said she really enjoyed the breakfast while watching the group of people dancing that old styles of dances - especially the salsa! ahaks! =x
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