Thanks Sifu...

just wanna thanks sifu aka M.Nasir,
for the joyfulness concert of you ^___^
I'm sure all the audiences totally enjoy your wonder-full-of-soul songs!
luckily I got my fav song Sentuhan Listrikmu & Kepadamu Kekasih ^__^
fuuuhhhhh! best lah!
Walla!

City oh City...

Geramnye!! geram to this new City in town!
although I'm not geram to City as i crazy for Civic,
but at least geram abit-so-at-least lebih kurang la... =p
especially when this morning,
my BEE is front and back surrounded by the Citys!
waaaa...geramnye... ^___^
tetiba rasa macam ade jodoh pulak dengan City...
eheheee...dreaming which can be true...perhaps...one day ^___^
sape sokong kalau BEE tukar ke City? Cepat angkat tangan! walla!

p/s piji kata 'City' tu ajak 'BEE' join 'diorang' =D
p/s2 abg iqbal kata wait for the new hybrid because the price is quite shock ^___^
p/s3 i just said to myself...it's too long to go... =p

crazy for it thou!

uugghh! since first time I saw it last time, in end of last year, during the time my lunch been served by azhar sulaiman in Uncle plaza damas, now i'm crazzzy for it!

ya...the Coach patchwork duffle bag! as in the pic.

serioustly I never ever interested on any of the Coach handbag/bag before,

but for this one, CRAZY for it! it's sound abit like a curse right =p ehhehe...

one of my friend Azah already love it too,

and she really encourage me to buy it!

"lawa giler letak atas par" as Azah said to me. Ahaha =D

well...just wait and see if i can or able to grab it for myself...

or perhaps someone gonna help me to grab it...perhaps...perhaps..walla!

seloka cinta 1

bro-Q: Y i have no feeling currently?
me: hhmm.....did u got the answer from her?
bro-Q: kezutan..she's single
me: not kezutan for me, because from ur story of her she always unstabil with her relationship, in my opinion la
bro-Q: but she wanna kept it secret..to avoid problem...with the xbf
me: but now u already know it!
bro-Q: but her bf keeps trying to get back...
bro-Q: haahahahaah...entah laa...but she's already give up...
me: does she tell u why n how and the reason why she's single now??
bro-Q: yup..she's already give up to have relationship wit man..
me: that's just a stupid answer...for me la. another answer?
bro-Q: maybe its true..dah putus harapan ngan lelaki kot..
me: but not with u...i think.
bro-Q: i dunno...i told her we have to stop contact each other 4 a while.......
me: i dont think it's gonna be 'good' enuf thou
bro-Q: ??? meaning tat?
me: perhaps gonna be more sakit hati or sakit jiwa or some sort of feelings similar to that...especially to u
me: except if.............
bro-Q: if?
me: except if.............now u've already got ur own answer...
me: ur own self-answer
bro-Q: she tot i wanna go away 4 good...
bro-Q: i haven't mention how long we gonna stay away...
me: by the way, now for what u still want to 'go away'?
bro-Q: i dunno..........can't think...
bro-Q: i need to self recover myself.......
me: honestly bro...from the start of this story...my deeper feeling keep on saying that she's is not the good one for u......
bro-Q: thanks...
me: but now look like....she is not the one for u aite?
bro-Q: dunno...no feeling at all..not feeling happy...relief sad
me: altho i think the answer for YES now is 50%
bro-Q: biarlah..itu takdir...
bro-Q: Sumtimes yg YES pon akhirnya NO jugak...yang NO pon akhirnya YEs jugak...
me: hhmm...perhaps...
bro-Q: yg memula benci pastu hidup bahagia sampai mati..yg bercinta bagai nak rak pon akhirnya boleh putus...yg kawin 20 30 tahun pon boleh cerai...
me: but does she give u any YES or NO? did u run the script? actually?
bro-Q: ada yg miss...jwpn no.......
me: jwpn no? u mean?
bro-Q: Dia suka...suka kawan ngan abg..tapi nope dia xleh terima abg...
bro-Q: sbb skang nih dia dah give up sgt2...
me: by the way, astually the only asnwer is NO la. ok, that's all. the asnwer which u've already know before...so now it's confirmed!
bro-Q: dia kata kalau dia suka abg....but i'm her xbf before best friend so can I accept that? and I just said I can. But she just quiet then, no answer.
me: another stupid reason! (for me la)
bro-Q: history.. bior aaa...dah la..

so, conclusion from the story above are: and all in my opinion aite ;-)
1- do not try to grab someone who's already taken for sure, other than if he/she is single.
2- because if u try to, when he/she breaks-up, u can be one of the reason, no matter yes or no.
3- the only answer in love is just YES or NO. Other than YES/NO we call it as stupid reason.
4- LOVE is so universal, can be so global and we should appreciate it all and always! no matter the LOVE is happy or sad, good or bad, beautiful or ugly, want it or not, or wathever level the LOVE is (family, friends, lover, small, lots, abit & etc)...because we suppose to love the LOVE =)
5- if the one we love so much at the end choose our best friend as his/her partner, we should accept it aite? because at least we know he/she is safe with the one we already know...perhaps... =p
6- any other opinion or advice perhaps? ^_^ why don't u write? Thanks! walla!

p/s for myself, just only love the one who loves you and you love him...no force. Love him because you do want to love him and he loves you because he want to loves you. Love each other so much is fair enough to go through the life together. That's all you need. ^_____^

Ffuuhhh......!

that's the first word for today...ffuuhhh......!
after so long enough haven't update my blog,
for nearly 4 weeks with no story...
too many things happened and thoughts I’ve missed to write down here,
yes, 4 weeks with hectic timeline fulfilled with too much actions!
and I feel it long as like 4 months! and let me synopses it all here...

Jan 4th week:
--busy connected with family thingy. Discussed these and those for one quite simple big event in my family =)

Jan 5th week:
--back hometown for the event. Yup! My engagement ^_^ although no matter how I planned it to be simple, but it end up with quite extra than just simple =p well, parents' first daughter, everything can't be that 'simple'. Thanks God for all the blesses. Special thanks for my best ever friends Yatie and Watt for their encouragements. Love you tho! For the photos of it, please visit my facebook aite! ;-)
--although in hometown for CNY holiday, still run the works from home. Still busy with the deals which needed to be accomplished sooner as possible...huuu...

Feb 1st week:
--because of abit stress in work, I choosed to release the stress by watched some of the movie I love such as Moulan Rouge and Rumor Has It and What Woman Want...
--end of the week, back to hometown again. Well, wedding discussion perhaps as the main point =p

Feb 2nd week:
--OMG, too many things to be think off by this time and so on...! well...of course more on the wedding preparation. I still planning for it to be as simple as it can be but with the same reason as before, I don’t think it'll be that 'simple' when it comes with parents and the big family =p resulted with now I need to think double for everything! Well...just wait and see =)
--still keep on searched and watched for some new I love movies like August Rush and The Notebook. Perhaps really in love with both movies because both speak of heart warming romantic true loves...
--end of the week, back to visit my beloved grandma. Huhu...she's not in a well health nowadays...pray for her...

Feb 3rd week:
--ah'ha, just received a news from my mum saying that my wedding date now already been delayed to additional 3 months =) =) =) hehee...fuhhh! I'm okay with that tho! at least now I can breathing well, better, tho! =p ahaks! but keep on preparing...~lalalalaaaa~
--sad thing happened to my BEE now, uurgghhhh! my BEE is not feeling well...I’ve brought it for 'checked' and...well...my BEE need a 'surgery' I think! uurrgghh...then it come to money money money! perhaps, the road tax gonna be end soon enough too! 14 Mac! uurrgghhh! whatever! @_@
--keep on going this week with many thinngs in mind...life must go on tho!

So before I chow this time, please enjoy yourself with the 2nd romantic touching love story after Titanic which is ~The Notebook~ trailer. Honestly, I love this sory more than Titanic thou. It thouched me for the 1st time I watched it. It make me cried when 2nd time I watched it. And according to the statistic, 76% of guys cried for this story. Perhaps it's hard to find this kind of perfect deep in heart and soul love nowadays...but I'm hoping for it...Walla!

My status...

My YM and FB status for today is --> puas hati borong alat makeup! pelik kan? ^_^

and i dont aspect so many comments due to this status tho!
which of course I received from my beloved friends! ^_^
by the way, that shows actually all my friends are aware of me =p
THANKS to all then! hehee...
but here I put one conversation with one of my 'aware' friend...happy reading!

brian: ahaha...can't stop laughing reading your status
ika_zul: hehehehee.....why? why?
brian: because ika yang aku kenal tak banyak pakai make up
ika_zul: heheeee...just assume now i've changed, now i suddenly want to wear make up
brian: ahaha... exactly.. that's the funny part
ika_zul: why funny!?
brian: ehehe... kidding laa, ika..it's not that funny,it just sounds "strange"
ika_zul: alaaaa....actually ika sudah lama mau makeup
ika_zul: dan sudah lama survey segala makeup yang ada
ika_zul: dan sudah cuba semua makeup yang famous
ika_zul: dan sekarang ika sudah jumpa yang memuaskan hati
ika_zul: makanya mulakan aja dengan membeli =D
brian: yaaa... tapi ika tak cocok laa...rock climbing pakai make up.. =p
ika_zul: ahahahahhaaa! dont worry, ika cuma makeup natural aja la
brian: ehehe... good good..
ika_zul: hari ini semua colleagues di ofis juga suddenly menyatakan kenapa ika nampak cantik hari ini
ika_zul: sedangkan mereka tidak sedar yang ika makeup! haaaa.....
ika_zul: baguskan ika makeup, so natural tapi nampak lebih ceria mungkin =p heee...
brian: oh iya? aku mau lihat ika dengan make up...can't wait to see
brian: but natural make up still count as make up
ika_zul: nothing special la, but i do feel special for myself =)
brian: yeah, you should, you are
brian: btw, busy, huh?
ika_zul: not really today, usually i'll be in Celcom petaling jaya office, but today i'm in my office in sri petaling
ika_zul: lazy to go to celcom PJ, there's no food there
ika_zul: well, u know that i'm always hungry
brian: umm... you are so "mobile"
brian: ya, that's funny fact #2 about ika, in that tiny body she always feel hungry
brian: ehehe.. ya ya.. I came to your blog several times, quite a lot I think
brian: hey, the last post, about what a man wants
brian: ya, itu betul laa...actually you made me think, you know, about what I really want
ika_zul: i'm glad with that
brian: so, siapa bilang tu?
ika_zul: somebody, and plus with my thought also
ika_zul: by the way, it's actually a conclusion from answers i got from guys
brian: ehehe... that's good
ika_zul: of cos that's good, see, it able to make u think of what u really want!
brian: yeah.. sebab everybody is talking about the same thing
brian: yeah you know, love, marriage, family, kids etc etc
ika_zul: yup yup
brian: and then those all just make me think...contemplate
brian: so sekarang you're doing nothing ya? boleh chatting2? ahaha
ika_zul: i'm doing small jobs now, so chatting is not a problem by this time
brian: ehehe... so we'd better get back to our real job then
ika_zul: ok then, daaa.....
brian: happy make up-ing! =D

What man wants?

ya ya ya...a simple Q from girls!
and today i just want to give a simple but complete answers for this Q as below:

"When I was in my secondary, physical beauty and attraction is the prime choice.
When I was in my university years, I look at those girls whom I can click with - for the reason of having a good chat partner of course.
And now, I look for those whom I can rely on to have a family, and also to take care of each other. Of course, she's be someone I can talk to all the time. She must also be tolerable with me, just like I would with her. Physical beauty doesn't seem to play a major role anymore - I'm honest here because sometimes when a beautiful girl show signs of attraction to me, I can't seem to develop any special feelings for her. I feel bad for her, but at least I'm honest with her and myself."

This is the honest simple true answer...hope you who asking is satisfy with the answer...
any comment just put in the comment box k =)
Aite! aite! ^_^ daaa....

messy mind =(

yup! lately my mind is messy =(
mess-up with lots of thinking & decisions to make,
works decisions, family decisions & my own life decisions,
it's sounds so messy-dessy right?
by the way, everybody is facing the same things in life,
so...just need to go thru it all either you want it or not,
well this is life...
better prepare physical & mental & soul etc.
the end...

p/s i need some changes & i need someone...

Perak Iron Bound la pulak!

wow wieee! if on last post I mentioned about Adidas sundown marathon in Singapore, this time I got another opportunity for Perak Iron Bound 2009 ^_^ it's not easy for me thou to get these kind of options. Well, although i am a semi-active person for outdoor activities (as i think i am la :p hehee...not really-active kut), FYI, i never ever yet involve in these kind of run and race plus treasure hunting or marathon in my life...so...now, I think I would like to join this Perak Iron Bound but I do need more knowledge and supports from all of you thou, especially KOMA members who open these offers for me =) plus, perhaps I do not think I can or available to join the Adidas marathon thou :( well some of you might already know the reason why, perhaps, right? =p heheee...instead of I'm losing both options, at least I can grab one! apa kata anda?

by the way, I already in a bit down mood now coz I cannot join the leisure trip to Taman Negara Tahan for this weekend! =( takpela...dulu kan dah pernah ke sana...but I still miss the moment walking on the highest canopy walkway in the world, and main2 air yang sejuk amat in the oldest river in the world! huh! never mind, next next time then. So...just wait and see on next weekend! =)

wahahahaa & aduh!

hihiii...since morning, these are the only words pop-up in me,
'wahahaaa' for the satisfaction from the mountaining G.Angsi on last Sat 3/1/09,
and 'aduh!' for sakit2 kaki resulted from the mountaining! @_@
fuuuhhh...between all the mounts i've been step-up before,
for me Mount Angsi memang mencabar, it's not because of it's height, but because of...
nak sampai ke puncak tuh, mak aihhh...dakian menegak! sampai kan aku tak larat!
1st time nih tak larat camni, isshhh...
sampaikan si Daus hanuman tuh panggil aku lori 2 tan!
maybe because of my movement at that time climbing speed so slow as 2 tans lorry! =D
so, all of us KOMA geng start mendaki at 10.30am smpai puncak 3 hours after that,
then 2.05pm started our run down and finished after 2 hours plus,
together with sesi bermain2 air terjun yang tak berapa tinggi terjun nye =p
next, siap2 bersihkan diri and to the next destination - muara sg duyung, melaka.
hehe...another 'mental' session along the way was when my car temp suddenly high up,
perhaps because of Daus was the one who's driving my car at that time =p
kah3! Daus dh mental while Ayman and me sakit perut tegelak!
especially bila Daus drive dgn kelajuan cuma 60kmh then dipotong lori2! kah33! =D
mental siot! poor my BEE... =p
so, dinner kat muara sg duyung tuh, makan macam2 as udang lala ikan ketam semua,
and the last fish telah dihabiskan dengan jayanya oleh Ayman hanuman! kah3!
bak kata Ayman, dia makan sebab kasihan nasi tu nangis ^_^ good Ayman good!
so, next after dinner, everybody else moved to Jonker street, while me and abg pyan and nurin balik ke KL,
and thanks BEE sebab takde pun buat pasal macam time Daus bawak tuh! =D
11.35pm from melaka, arrived in KL 12.30midnite, I sent nurin to ampang and abg pyan to jelatek
and me sampai umah at 1.45am lebih kurang after pusing2 isi minyak kt bangsar =)
huhuuuu....terus tido keletihan...

Sun, 4/1/09, pagi2 my gf, watt yg tido bilik sebelah sms and wake me up =p
time watt sampai my apartment Sat malam tuh I tak sampai umah from melaka lagi =p
hehee...nasib baik watt pandai2 bawak diri kt apartment i tuh...hehee...
11am, my dear and my sister Zeti and watt gerak menghala ke UNIKL,
Zeti need to register as a new student in UNIKL...watt turun kat the nearest LRT,
well, as janji nak jumpa her dear in the middle of KL =)
so, teman la adik kesayangan ku register,
while menunggu sempat bejalan ke maju junction with my dear,
siap sempat beli kemeja Esprit yang lawa tuh lagi =D
till my sister finished, then hantar la dia ke UNIKL hostel kat bangsar area,
entered je hostel tuh, on the way the lift, my dear dah komen sana komen sini,
maklum la...arkitek la katakan, mana leh tengok kalau design yang teruk2 nih,
same la cam aku yang suka jugak komen2 design yang hampeh2 nih...
mmg matched sgt la korang bedua nih bak kata my sist =p
dah tu, near to 4pm, went to pray kat bangsar mosque, then to sunway kononnye nk nonton bedtime story,
but at the end just jalan2 tgk itu tgk ini sampai 6++pm, balik umah!
sampai umah terus tido tak ingat makan till this morning!
this morning bangun dengan sakit2 kaki tak abis plus kelaparan! @_@
siap2 la dengan slow nye untuk ke office...huuu.............

p/s thinking of the tawaran for the Adidas Sundown Marathon...but the marathon date gonna be on 30th May'09 in Changi Singapore! Alamak! boleh ke? layak ke? Suke hati je KOMA ni yer... =p

Bye and Welcome ^_^

wow! wow! we've just entered to a new year 2009 =) a new beginning for lots of new
things ^_^ For me, the first new thing as minutes entered 2009 was the movie Yes
Man, as the first movie for this new year =p One good with satisfaction movie thou.
For previous year, the last movie I watched was The Spirit as the 53rd movie for year
2008. Ahaks! yup I understood, not all of you can be so hardworking as me in
calculating these and that included the movies I've watched =p I love doing
calculation all the time thou! hehee...others are such as 49 magazines, 17
handbags, 1 purse, 43 times Nando's, 52+ new clothes, 5 new perfumes, 2 laptop
bags, 1 outdoor bag, 2 digital cameras, 3 laptops, and bla bla bla were bought by
myself in my 2008 life! =) what less in 2008 compare to 2007 are the watched
theaters and outdoor activities I've joined =( huuuu...and for something big changes
in my life, yup one big in 2007 and another one will be in this year ^_^ so I assume
year 2009 gonna be one excelent year for me and my life thou. Coz there'll be some
fast forward thingy for me this year, so perhaps some pengorbanan will be needed
also =) I live my whole 2008 with full of loves and happiness, perhaps some sad
stories and life challenges also, but all I've went thru successfully with God helps for
sure. Thanks God and may God bless my family and I and all of us in this new
cheerful year. Ameen.
Oh, regarding azam baru, as in 2008 one of my new mission was dont want to wear
watch anymore, well it was done successful thou =) hehehee...selalu orang azam
tambah something but me kurangkan something pulak =p nevermind. So new
mission for 2009 is for sure run for better life than previous years but to be more
specific, hope for new job and salary and perhaps new status thou... *wink* *wink*
^_^ So good luck in advance for you and me! and before I forget, thanks to all of you who's always besides me and together in 2008. I love you thou! so much loves! Bye 2008 and welcome 2009! Cheers! ^_^

no more 'run'

oh ho ho ho...! yup, this time, no more 'run',
I love to 'run' since I know myself,
'run' from nothing but everything...I think!
sometime I realized but must of the time I don't :p
run and run and run and I love running thou! =)
running in life is interesting, 'run' with 'eyes' and 'ears',
resulted in bunch of experiences =)
experiences which help me in dealing with my life, your life too,
but, well...not all the time you can run,
there is time which force you to stay, don't move,
there is time when you need to stop running,
stop and rest...no more 'run'...
for a while, or perhaps, for longer than a while ;)

Happy happy new year - we've entered Muharram 1430H already now =)
let's start our new year with new us, let's be better than yesterday, best for future.

p/s ape2pun aku jeles sebab aku tak RUN as aiman and daus and zana in Jerai Eco-Challenge!
p/s2 and I'm quite jealous for cannot joined the Putrajaya Lake Kayak Expedition on last 2 days!
p/s3 or perhaps I was 'run' from both? ceh! penatlah 'run'!
p/s4 I can't 'run' anymore after that big decision from the juries...ape2la...

Season's Greetings!

fuh! quite a tired morning for me today,
well, ape tak nye, 3 games for bowling with my outdoor gang last nite =)
my KOMA group...bowling in Superbowl Times Square,
we concoured 6 lanes thou! :p
wahahahaaa! full of laughs as sign of happiness of course!
so here i would love to thanks everybody involved last night,
plus special thanks to CK and Ijoy for the mengarut plan dalam kete,
before we accidently found out the way to be out off the jamm!
kah3! memang niat nak celebrate xmas di jln bkt bintang tak direstui! =D
and another thanks for KAO and also CK for belanja makan di Juta Seafood kg baru =)
oh, another special wish to Kak Yus for her birthday ^_^
and another congrate for Aiman Monkey for the highers points in the game!
ceh, walaupun xde la high enuf kan :p heheheee...
ape2pun, thanks and cheers and season's greeting from me to everybody, all of you!
walla! Happy happy holidays everybody!

p/s still under waiting duration...
p/s2 sorry dear for not dinner with you last nite :p
p/s3 thanks for my siblings who's excited while waiting! ceh!

waiting for something...

I'm waiting! ya waiting! waiting...
after the last call, now i'm auto transfer to this waiting time,
cannot run from it anymore,
one moment in life when u need to wait for the answer,
well, must be multy answers depends on individual what he/she is waiting for,
but for me, the answer i think will at least make me nocturnal, perhaps,
might also make me clueless or mata berkelip2 agaknya,
whatever lah, nevertheless...waiting for an answer...
answer in number format perhaps...
waiting for the juries to decide,
huhuhuuuuuuuu...

aku berperasaan menulis [II]

sejak kelmarin aku berperasaan untuk menulis lagi,
kali ini bukan dari pembacaan,
tapi dari penglihatan...ape yang kulihat sebagai inspirasi,

kulihat banyak kereta mewah mengelilingi kereta kecil ku,
namu ape yang pelik,
perilaku mereka tidaklah mewah beradap,
tetapi mewah mungkin berlagak,
atau mewah bodoh agaknya,
kerena ber-BMW tapi kelihatan hobinya mengorek hidung!
kereta Celica, tapi gemar menggaru-garu kepala yang berkelimumur agaknya,
berkereta Caldina tetapi membawa seperti baru belajar memandu!
apetah lagi seorang nenek tua tetapi memakai Civic 1.8! Urrgghhh!
tak sesuai! semua kelihatan seperti tak sepadan!
mewah yang tak tahu menghargai agaknya semua!
mewah yang tiada gaya sepatutnya...tidak bertauliah untuk jadi mewah agaknya!
ape2lah! kebosanan aku melihat,
nasib baik reda perasaan ku menulis,
dan terima kasih kepada yang sudi membaca,
terima kasih berganda kepada yang sudi memberi komen =)
kerana adanya komen bererti ada juga yang berkongsi perasaan/tulisan ku! ^_^
Thanks in advance & cheers! =)

aku berperasaan menulis

hari ni terasa ingin menulis,
yelah...menulis sesuatu selepas membaca sesuatu,
begitu lah lebih kurang rasanya...

selepas membaca sesuatu, terasa banyak yang kutahu,
orang itu sebegini, orang ini sebegitu,
happy, sedih, ceria gumbira, tiada perasaan...
macam-macam lah! =)
tapi aku, aku ade banyak perasaan ni!
perasaan aku sendiri dan juga perasaan orang yang datang menumpang perasaan aku,
mungkin agaknya perasaan diorang tu terlalu berat tak mampu nak tanggung sendiri,
so datang menumpang perasaan aku,
aku ok, aku suka berkongsi perasaan ni ^_^
jadi sesiapa nak berkongsi silakan lah...

pengalaman pun dapat bertambah, pengalaman hidup ni indah,
terlalu indah, apetah lagi jika bijak menghayati hidup,
yang sedih duka boleh jadi alasan untuk senyum!
betul! aku tak tipu...bila selalu senyum hidup jadi ceria, indah!
apetah lagi juga jika hidup bukan seorang, tapi berdua atau selebihnya...
lagi tambah ceria indah! fantastik! wow! ^_^

hhmm...tiba-tiba aku terasa rindu...
merindu seseorang...dua tiga orang...ramai!
aduh! ini yang susah, nak melepas rindu...
jumpa? jom! jom! rindulah! ^_^
rindu...rindu...rindu.......banyak-banyak rindu jadi cinta,
wah...cinta pun indah!
aku sedang bercinta, cinta dengan si dia,
cinta kena dipenuhi sayang...sayang sayang sayang!
wah! indah lagi indah! eh...hidup ni memang penuh keindahan lah!
tapi...adakah semua merasai keindahan ini? eh! haruslah!
jom! hidup lah dengan indah =) alhamdulillah...

Time is less and less...

Uurrgghhh! my time is less and less,
proved by long time no update on my blog!
and my mind keep on talking about TIME!

I cant see time, I cannot felt the time, but time has effects on me!
when I focus on my time, it’ll slows down…
but when I turn my backs on time, it’ll speed up!
my perception or awareness of time changes,
but the time remains constant…it is tangible!
n it is real…sometimes I feel it’s precious,
some other times it’s wasted!
TIME - nature’s greatest force!

my unlucky day...

why today is my unlucky day?
1) since morning i started my minor migrain while working! =( this's rarely happen, by the way this is the 1st time i got migrain while on works...
2) because of migrain, i feel wanna vomit all the time so...no lunch! huuu...just ate the guava and karipap...have to eat something in order to avoid gastric.
3) by the time i've packed to back home, i got calls from bosses to solve some problems which suddenly occured which resulted in i need to stay in office although the time already late! and I'm hungry! uurrgghhh! @_@
4) then, time to go back home, when i arrived in the parking lot, i suddenly feel so damn nothing to say when i see there are some scratches on the front door of my BEE! dammit! =( i dont know how or who! may God bless the person in charge of this! i just put my bag close the door and start the engine and... :'(
5) arrived home, no food in a hungry and tired mood so walked to the nearest pasar malam and bought the nasi kukus ayam berempah and that's all for today...my unlucky day... =(

a question to myself : which will make u cry? A) when your BEE 'dicalari' B) when your heart 'dilukai'? and my honest answer is A! and i was cried with a little sob. Well, can u imagine when something u really want it badly, then u're having it, and of course u'll love it so badly too and so when the thing's 'dicalari' of course la u'll hurt and cry! hmmm...whatever! by the way, BEE is the only thing i have which i love too much...

wonder-full life...

It takes a thought to make a word and some words to make an action,
it takes some good to make it hurt while some bad for satisfaction,
birds flying high while sun in the sky,
it starts with hello and end with goodbye,
fish in the sea, blossom on the tree and butterflies having fun,
it takes some silence to make sound and a loss before you found it
it takes the one to have the other and no time to fall in love,
but it takes you years to know what love is and some fears to make you trust,
life is so rough, life goes full circle,
life is our love, life is wonderful, and freedom is mine...

conversation with myself...

hey! how's ur blog tho? lots of things to write but...?
alaaa...no gap to do that! hectic schedules with works!
ooo...really? or is it because u always mengaduh ur ass lebam & ur lutut luka?
weh! suka hati aku la! i love to mengaduh! bukan slalu ade peluang nak sakit!
up to you! but i know the mind is thinking of blogging...
hhmmm...ok la I'm writing now la...

nearly 2 weeks, nothing has been updated including my financial flow, mind keep being pushing thinking for somebody else instead of myself, my eyes turn nearly to panda's eye now, cant sleep well! cant eat well! yes it's just sometime to having this kind of hectic schedule of works which dragging in to out of office hour time beside without OT! can u imagine how this moment going on? stress still on altho try to fight it smartly. but nevertheless, still kacau my sleeping time turn it to rest & relax by flirting out with whoever I'm close with and watched Madagascar II & James Bond & Wayang & GP506...by this moment watching movies is one of the way to relax...beside thinking of bungee jump or diving which all need more times & money...by the way, i love to be out of my house when i'm in the messy mind because if i stay indoor my mind gonna be more mess-up with all the siol housemates' behaviors! so, special thanks to kareshi & amir for spending times with me =) love you tho! now, my mind asking for rest but my physical want to keep on moving...for some extreme outdoor activities perhaps! yes...waiting for call for that...water rafting in lata kijang, or bungee jump in melbourne, or rock climbing in damai, or maybe bermain air di lata jarum! hmmm...perhaps, perhaps, perhaps! and all these chaotic thingy resulted in migraine and gastrick in myself! (my migraine = cofees + stress)+(my gastrick = hectic + no gap) = messy self...whatever! I do agree if someone want to take care of myself for a while, now! huuu...

Before I stop, just comments on the movies.
Madagascar:Escape 2 Africa >> well enough to make you laughing and LOL! the part I love is when Melman's teaching Moto Moto on how to treat Gloria in a well manner =p
James Bond:Quantum of Solace >> full of quite extreme kind of actions as usual. The view which attract me is the structure of the hotel in the middle of the sahara/desert.
Wayang >> congrat to Mr Hatta Azad Khan tho for this good quality malay movie! ^_^ seriustly everybody who's the arts lover especially wayang kulit should go and watch Wayang tho! I tak bosan langsung watching it to the end tho =) so how about you? ;)
Guard Post GP506 >> one good korean movie. U need-to-think-kind-of-story in a story tho! It's stories in a story which actually the only answer is...heheee...watch it to know it! =D kind of a bit challenging to understand the true story =)
So, need to mengundur diri now...walla! thanks for reading. Oh! before I forgot, last 2 weekend I've spend my valueable times in Perak for water rafting & caving! best giler tho! so for photos and videos of that water rafting & caving, well need to visit my facebook thou ^_^. Walla again!



This is a conversation with myself...It's okay to dance around it and have it my way, Laugh about it, oh for goodness sake, Don't believe in anything that's keeping me awake, Loverboy, lovergirl, I need a song to sleep to and morning to sleep thru, And have it my way. I better have it my way with myself. I better have it my way anytime. I better have it my way with myself and only myself. I better have it mine and I know that you'll have yours...I'm feeling all sentimental and feeling all thru my head...