just do it!

we always see others successful life achievements and...
the question pop out why they can and i'm happy for them and hope i can be as good as them...
but, ya thats it...hoping can be like them...
so, hoping and dreaming and if and if and if...

most of successful people advise to dream big!
why big?
because at least in order to achive something big...
we will try harder & better, than to run for just small & tidy target

okay, next!
the step after dream big is actions
start with no matter how small the step just do it!
just list the actions and do it!
and when u pass this step...u will have no problem to move on with the following steps
the steps & actions to success...

ya...thinking & saying & listing & planning is so damn easy
but u need, have to move & crawl then walk then run for all of it!
just do it!
"there is no failure, only delay to the road of success"...
ya this what i printed out & pasted it on my cpu casing since i was a student long time ago
and still run with it until now...

~my journey~

searching

hmmm...lately kind of searching but not sure what or where
while planning & packing, i'm searching for the uncertainty
while speaking with my succulent babies, i'm searching for more
while everybody is sleeping, i'm writing & searching for something
something which is not so sure, unclear, unknown
thinking & searching...both in the same field are they?
haha...i'll keep on searching in my long journey tomorrow
i love searching u know!
searching make u fresh & live ^_^ Walla!

travel raya

since last nite keep on thinking of possibility for travel raya

ya...travelling during hari raya-ing...u know...

means raya out of country & out of reach,

can it be? haha...perhaps...ya why not, aite?

lets plan for it, for next raya or next next next raya,

its okay as long as during raya...ameen.

travel raya planning ~dikazzz~

loving freely

hmmm...no wonder lots of teenagers love korean movies
i do think all because of the movies mostly all about loves
messy love, untangle love, unrestricted love, triangle love, sweet love
unconditional love, bla bla bla love...and mostly more than one love in one movie!
haha...ya people do love taking and watching on loves...
are u in love?
lucky if u are...and still lucky if u are not, yet...

for me...i love the free love,
love because u love, not because others,
love because u want to, not because forced to,
love when your heart want to love and be loved,
not love or be loved only, no one sided love...
life and love must be fair for each other aite?
and so do the people in love...

trust and fair on both sides, and the love will go on freely...
u will love more and more when u loving freely...
like the parents love their children freely...
freedom of loves...i love freedom, i love loves...

everybody loves love,
but...anybody hates love? perhaps...there is...
must be due to some logic or emotional reason aite?
or perhaps love did something...momentarily...black or white?
no matter what, love cannot be blamed for anything,
love is just a sweet word with a sweet meaning and sweet story,
so pls do not change the love to be bitter,
u choose the style and color and melody of your love,
love is free but pls appreciate it well,

i love u
~dikazzz~

i love succulents!

lalala...nowadays, especially along the period of nursing my mama,
i've become extra addicted to succulents and cactus!
yaaa...visiting to all nurseries around kota bharu
also went to some nurseries in cameroon highland
in order collecting some more succulents
for me to make the mini cacti garden ^_^
besttt! while my mama enjoying it too, she adds on more to her orchids collection!
so this raya if u come to my house
u can see some cacti & succulents in big and small pots
and so do the orchids, hanging sweetly with variety of colors ;)
well, hope can bring back to KL some of my succulent babies &
also the mini cacti gardens...
perhaps by in KL i'll start to visit some of the nurseries and add on my succulents & cacti collection!
who would love to accompany me plsss...? hihi >_<

trying takes time...

trying so many templates but hard to match what my heart like
at last got one Dream design but so many forbidden changes
hmmm...takes long time...
cant adjust the blog width
cant change the font size and colors
cant although tested on the html template
so, till then, this look has been applied
exploring for solution, hope for the best ^_^

revamp...

after revisited my Epitomes...
i think i want to do some make over...
some restyling, as been done by people when transferred to new house,
hehe...now choosing the new design,
lalalaa~~ just wait & see ya. Chow!

nearly 2 years lost! :p

wow..wow..wow! hi uoll out there...salam 23rd ramadhan 1435H...still reading? ^_^
ya i miss my Epitomes 'the diary' too...
and this is why i'm here this time! longed release..
nearly 2 years nowhere to write all thoughts in mind,
so tough and some regrets, but it's okay, my life is okay,
having good life but moving out from tmn desa to sunway piramid,
from apartment to a bigger house, 2 to 3 rooms, 1 to 2 bathrooms,
bigger kitchen dry & wet, triple the price and double the meter-square,
worth it, i think, although it's not a new condo,
it's okay, this is the sustenance, earnings, fortune from Him =)
Alhamdulillah...


btw, anaqi is still alone, he actually supposed to get a sibling on last June 2014,
same month as his birthday, but ya...
miscarriage on last Oct 2013 during raya haji time,
50-50 due to the accident I've involved, perhaps, He knows...

so, now i'm still in kelantan, nursing my mama for nearly 5 months,
depression due to pension, shocked when busy daily life transformed to no work,
glad she's is fine now, with abah by her side, both already free now!
I will be back to KL soon after raya,
back to KL, back to work, back for a new life in a new castle,
and new school for anaqi too! hope he will be fine by the time...

and another sharing...created 2 blogs while missing from Epitomes...
the quite old one - http://bijakvitamin.blogspot.com/
and the quite new one - http://takafulpedia.blogspot.com/

so till then, hope I will keep stick & cling with my Epitomes from now on...
♡ i am