Wednesday, July 23, 2014

i love succulents!

lalala...nowadays, especially along the period of nursing my mama,
i've become extra addicted to succulents and cactus!
yaaa...visiting to all nurseries around kota bharu
also went to some nurseries in cameroon highland
in order collecting some more succulents
for me to make the mini cacti garden ^_^
besttt! while my mama enjoying it too, she adds on more to her orchids collection!
so this raya if u come to my house
u can see some cacti & succulents in big and small pots
and so do the orchids, hanging sweetly with variety of colors ;)
well, hope can bring back to KL some of my succulent babies &
also the mini cacti gardens...
perhaps by in KL i'll start to visit some of the nurseries and add on my succulents & cacti collection!
who would love to accompany me plsss...? hihi >_<

Monday, July 21, 2014

trying takes time...

trying so many templates but hard to match what my heart like
at last got one Dream design but so many forbidden changes
hmmm...takes long time...
cant adjust the blog width
cant change the font size and colors
cant although tested on the html template
so, till then, this look has been applied
exploring for solution, hope for the best ^_^


after revisited my Epitomes...
i think i want to do some make over...
some restyling, as been done by people when transferred to new house, choosing the new design,
lalalaa~~ just wait & see ya. Chow!

nearly 2 years lost! :p! hi uoll out there...salam 23rd ramadhan 1435H...still reading? ^_^
ya i miss my Epitomes 'the diary' too...
and this is why i'm here this time! longed release..
nearly 2 years nowhere to write all thoughts in mind,
so tough and some regrets, but it's okay, my life is okay,
having good life but moving out from tmn desa to sunway piramid,
from apartment to a bigger house, 2 to 3 rooms, 1 to 2 bathrooms,
bigger kitchen dry & wet, triple the price and double the meter-square,
worth it, i think, although it's not a new condo,
it's okay, this is the sustenance, earnings, fortune from Him =)

btw, anaqi is still alone, he actually supposed to get a sibling on last June 2014,
same month as his birthday, but ya...
miscarriage on last Oct 2013 during raya haji time,
50-50 due to the accident I've involved, perhaps, He knows...

so, now i'm still in kelantan, nursing my mama for nearly 5 months,
depression due to pension, shocked when busy daily life transformed to no work,
glad she's is fine now, with abah by her side, both already free now!
I will be back to KL soon after raya,
back to KL, back to work, back for a new life in a new castle,
and new school for anaqi too! hope he will be fine by the time...

and another sharing...created 2 blogs while missing from Epitomes...
the quite old one -
and the quite new one -

so till then, hope I will keep stick & cling with my Epitomes from now on...
♡ i am

Friday, August 5, 2011

thank you...

thanks & so much thanks!
for the cares and thinking of me
although perhaps it's just a little bit
but it means alot, huge for me
sometimes i miss valued for the hidden
perhaps because it's just a small piece & parcel
surrounded by the full of loves...
& that pieces & parcels pasting the holes
and complete the whole path
thanks & thanks in advance!

Friday, July 15, 2011


when something is wrong,
in you, with you, related to you,
such as people around,
or anything, especially one that you love...
wrong in your heart and feelings...
or in ideas and thoughts,
maybe your stomach, body...
all these wrongness, erroneousness, will make your state of mental strain!
means tension!
and tension could brings stomachache!
instead of migraine...
but your mind can't stop thinking,
why, and how.....but if? bla, bla, bla...
it'll keep on going, with or without you nor yourself realize it!'s not really well, rite?
never mind...maybe you just stay in your cave,
just let somebody with the warrant enters,
or just that special person who can give order to the unrulier you...
at the end...whatever!

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Oh my...

My eyes shed tears in early morning,
While exploring images & videos of the Japan earthquake&tsunami,
Oh erratic! And the tears out when thinking if,
If this catastrophe choose our place to park on...
Oh my...cannot imagine it, don’t want to!
And another thought pop-up,
Armageddon...perhaps is just around the corner...oh my!

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

my dear Anaqi...

Poor my dear Anaqi, he woke up in the middle of the night, suddenly crying unstop.
Abit weird thou, he never like this before...
Mummy & daddy become pretty nervous.
Stomach-ache? Nope! Fever? Nope! creepy-crawly bug bite off? Checked, nope!
Anaqi, why are you crying baby? No answer, just shed tears...
Mummy try this, daddy try that...until there’s something make him stop crying... last, took out the ice-cream box from the fridge...
he plays with the box...mummy and daddy watching and pampering...until...sleep! =)
poor my dear Anaqi...mummy’s still thinking of the reason why......

Monday, March 7, 2011


Ya discontented since I woke up this early morning, especially when thinking of these 2 things, my camera & the team I’m dealing with lately.

One story for my camera. End of last year, one of my colleague borrowed my beloved camera. And because of the good quality pic from it, he borrowed it again the time he went to Paris. My camera was just IXUS 70, not the expert SLR, but I was all the time satisfied with it since the first time I bought it in early year 2007, in Penang. Love it too much! Continue with the story, he lost my IXUS 70 when he was in Paris! So, as agreed before that, if you lost it, you replace it. He bought me IXUS 95 IS, before he even tell me first that my camera had lost! Actually I already had the feeling since he sms me asking for price of the IXUS 70 the time he’s in Paris. Whatever. But, from the day I got this new IXUS, until yesterday, every time I’m in a good mood to snap pic, I’ll be totally displeased with it! :’( so s**ks and far worst compared to my lost IXUS 70. Do you think I’m not good in using it? Or this IXUS 95 IS is s**ks!? What am I suppose to do now? Give it back to the person who lost it and ask for money? Or trade-in it and buy a new one which can fully satisfy my neediness of taking good pic? Uurrgghhh I miss my lost IXUS so much!! :’(

Second story, just wanna say that, I don’t like dealing with this team. Not good in communication and collaboration. But then asking for things which out of statement of work! Whatever! I’m speedily wanna finish this task asap! Done. Walla! @__@

Thursday, March 3, 2011

My Anaqi =)

Yes, when you already a mum, your whole life now totally surrounding by “my baby, my baby and my baby!” If before this you were able to spend let say RM1000 to pamper yourself, doing meni and pedi, plus with facial treatment or spa, and buy some other stuffs for self satisfaction,  now, not anymore. Perhaps, out of that RM1000, only 10% of it for you, the rest all allocate to “my baby”. Yes, this is what I’m facing right now =) haha...great! another type of self satisfaction for a mum. When you spent all that you have to your dearly loved little HERO, my HERO, my Anaqi ^__^

What about you as a dad? Perhaps you will feel your money ‘lost’ a lots to, uncountable, when spending on baby’s drinks, baby’s foods, baby’s clothes, baby’s toys! Plus some other distributions on baby’s insurance and education finance. For my significant other, and me, because both of us are working, so we divide and spend together on all piece and parcel related to our Anaqi =) Facing and enjoying everything all together and balance, brighten your life thou. 3 of us happily ever. Plus, if before this mummy and daddy never think of pay for extra thing called ‘Astro’, but for you Anaqi, for your resource of learning other that High 5 & Ni Hou Kai Lan in every morning, now we registered for it =) haha...what a pay, you get it! Love you. Walla!

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

New 2011, New update! =)

Salam & hello!’s too long this time, nothing keep posted to my Epitomes, more than a year! J become busier, just have tiny time to write small something to my FB and that’s all. But, sense of wanna write again comes back now, I think! Perhaps after received a comment from my manager on my way of communication with customers, not professional, due to the smiley face J that I included in the email...I just try to be close and slam, not too formal with customers thou...but, well, need to uphold the company’s image where I’m working with right now. Noted. Thanks for the advice thou. Whatever! =p
So, back to my Epitomes. Last post storied about my big transform in life. Married. And now, another change, I’m a mother, to a very cute little Izz Anaqi, my dearly loved baby boy ^__^ Just click on my FB to see my little HERO Anaqi! My darling hubby always brings the album of our HERO up to date. Anaqi just entered his 8th month today!(his birthday June 29, 2010). Oh ya, I got one post in my FB on my little family & our little castle =) Ya, I stay in Iris Apartment at Taman Desa Off Jln Klang Lama now. Already bought the apartment, due to the high monthly rent, better buy it! At least now it belongs to my family! My property! calm and cool little castle =)
What else should I update? Oh ya, regarding my profession. Now I’m working with one IT company located at 11th floor of PJ Trade Centre, Damansara Perdana. Still main support for the KPI Mgmt Tools named Oblicore Guarantee, and some others CA products. Now handling one project with Celcom network team. Future, will be having E2E project with Petronas, perhaps soon in another 3 months. I’m still new with this company and until now, I like it =)
Before I end this post, a little on my outdoor activity. Last one was climb Mount Kinabalu on June 2010. Future outdoor activity? Not sure yet. Want to! But, perhaps need to wait for Anaqi to be ready ^__^ the way, he is actively all the time try to stand up instead of sit down and play, plus, he’s eager to climb also! Brings worries to mummy and daddy, afraid he’ll falls and cries, tired but it’s all fun! Watching your baby growing up so fast! =D till then...Walla!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

il dolce far niente

Il dolce far niente,
that's why Epitomes stop for totally a year...

Il dolce far niente,
since i lost my way when something good had just began
but i'm still striving for the sky...

Il dolce far niente,
actually, it's nothing sweet, perhaps it just the sweet sentence...

p/s In Italian, it means "the sweetness of doing nothing"

Sunday, October 11, 2009

long gap...

oh! nearly 2 months I'm silent from I need to write! just wanna conclude what's happening during this long period of gap. lots of full-of-fun events happening along... celebrated hari raya Aidilfitri...followed by my truly special wedding ceremony on sept 23rd & by pre-honeymoon in Oct, as said by my beloved partner =D plus plus plus by 'jemputan pengantin baru' by all my friends and especially by relatives of 'my partner & me', I've received many wedding gifts since before - during - after my wedding! yippie! ^__^ special thanks to everybody whoever involved with all these sweet lovely moments aite ;)

so, now I'm not single anymore, I'm with my partner, and this perhaps may, or sometimes may not, changes my activities in life. firstly, to all my friends, please don't worry, and do not astonish, I'm still can hang-out with all of you okay, my partner never say No to this kind of social activity okay =) so whoever wanna ask me out to watch movie or lepak2 please do not be shy or withdrawn to contact me okay. come on, what a life without friends aite ;)
next, the stories from me after this perhaps will change, it's still about me, and my activities, but plus, as a wife...and so on to as a mother, perhaps, sooner or later =p by the way, lots and lots of prays from all of you perhaps will make it earlier thou! =D Amin. Rezeki jangan ditolak... ^__^
another story, last week, I've completed my wish to watch CUCI The Musical Theater in IB, together with my partner, my sist, abg ibal, aumi & amir. enjoyed it so much. congratulations to hans isaac and all his team. well works done! perhaps I also saw one of my theater family member was there behind the stage =) bagus! hmmm...talking about my theater family, now I miss my beloved Along Azi, when is the right time to go to melaka and visit you ya along...? miss u so much. hope along n angah n mak abah semua la in good condition as always. by the way, datang KL visit abut habaq mai la, mane tau leh jumpa di KL ker if got chance! =) and, along nye plak bila ni? jangan duk senyap plak yer my along! ^__^ rindu!
what else, oh, FYI now I've moved to taman desa. living in a tranquil environment Iris Apartment which belong to a kindhearted owner. just beside the Taman Desa Waterpark! ^__^ Iris apartment is located just before you enter the waterpark area. if you want to visit me, just contact okay. now my house is so-so ready to receive some visitors...hehee... =) hmmm...perhaps will be a small party near to celebrate happy new year...perhaps! =p tengoklah camne okay. oh, before I stop, I think next story I'll write will be on pengalaman bila menduduki rumah baru, already prepared with some funny pics! soon okay! =p ...walla!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

gumbira lagi! ^__^

setelah dirancang selama seminggu, akhirnya dari 5 menjadi 7, bersama bergumbira berkenalan berbuka puasa di kenny rogers midvalley arini! yey! (hati ku melonjak gumbira!!!) ^__^ ini peluang terakhir bagi kawan2 nk kenal PG and sebelum aku bertukar status =p happy sangat sebab my bro ade (abg ibal la sape lagi), my adik ade (aimi la tu...), my bbf ade ( Mr bussy wizzy Amirul), dan juga yang baru mendaftarkan diri pasangan bahagia amir & aumi! yey! yey! cukup 7 orang untuk berbuka dengan gumbira hari ini! =D sempat jugak sesi berkenalan bagi yang belum pernah jumpa my fiancee iyer... ^__^ happy bangat sama dengan happy time berbuka di nandos sunway piramid last 2 weeks...yang pastinya...THANKS TO ALL MY FRENS! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! ^__^ so, c u when i c u then. Walla!

yippie! ^__^

yippie because the last nite happy break fasting with my dear kak yus & kak wani in alamanda! =D wuuhuuuuu! dari awal jumpa sampai la nak balik asyik cerita cerita cerita & gelak gelak gelak! dari lepak2 tunggu berbuka sampai la makan sampai la lapar balik & pegi minum pulak lagi, happy sungguh! ^__^ mengubat rindu lama tak jumpa...teringat pulak happy moments time kami bertiga bekerja bersama di Celcom satu masa dahulu, di waktu bilik tempat kami bekerja kami jadikan disco ABBA! nye kerja happy2 macam tu kan akak2! =) and tak lupe juga, terima kasih banyak2 kepada kak yus for the wedding gift, thanks alot kak yus...especially for the book! ehehee...lagi thanks for the A&W float & curly fries =D kepada kak wani juga, terima kasih dalam memeriahkan lagi sesi berbuka puasa kita semalam! jangan lupe nanti jumpa lagi during my wedding okay =) I'll reserve the chocolates for you tau ^__^ dan semoga selepas ini sesi untuk berkaraoke or tengok wayang juga akan menjadi semeriah semalam okay =D yippie! love you both! till then...Walla!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Day 9.9.9

ahaks! I've just realized that today is Day 999...
well...09/09/09 laa...
anything special by today?
perhaps lots of weddings such as in 08/08/08?
hmmm...for me, nothing special until this time...
tonite perhaps? i don't even know yet or any =p walla!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

wedding gift! ^__^

yippie! last nite I've received the 1st wedding gift! ^__^
it was from my beloved pet sist which I called my dear Aimi =)
thanks alot Aimi & i love you so well...

p/s nanti upload kan the pic aite! Walla!

Monday, September 7, 2009


mood aku sekarang ialah bermain~main tukar template blog nih! ^__^
perhaps I'll stop changing when I found the satisfied one...

~panda eye ~

fuh! after a week of hectic life schedule, i think now my eyes already become like the 'panda eye'! @_@ huwaa...abit tired but all came with satisfactions =) especially i went through it all with my beloved fiancee =) by the way, memang la all those berbuka puasa plans semua related to him, semua nak jumpa dia la katakan =p tuan direktor dah lame nak jumpa PG, Ami from jakarta juga mau kenal sama PG, plus sesi berbuka beserta shopping ape2 yang patut untuk settle kan hal2 wedding yang mana belum cukup...fuuhh...lega & happy semua dah berpuas hati.
and tak lupe terima kasih kepada semua ya. happy sangat berbuka beramai2 terutama beserta si direktor & wife & baby comel dia, and my fren Azah plus my 'Jakarta bf' Ami =p wahaha...gumbira sungguh semua makan2 di Nandos Sunway Piramid, the fav place for both PG & me. Enjoyed sesi 'mencari Bonia' after that.
next, event attended was berbuka puasa di Palm Garden IOI Resort bersama PG's officemates. Now semua dah kenal siapa tunangnye si Hafizi nih =p ramai jugak yang nak hadir ke wedding kami nanti =) yang lucu nya sesi bergambar, mekasih la kenakan both PG & me...hehee...praktis amik gambo bila wedding kata Kak Ji =D
tak lupe juga to both PG & me close fren, Checker! ^__^ mekasih la akhirnya dapat kite bertiga duduk borak2 semeja semula setelah sekian lama! cet! ahahaaa...pun di Nandos juga, di MidValley! happy betul hati ini =)
last met up with Lat & Ida & all others rock climbers...event nite climb + BBQ + sahur nasi lemak di Damai Batu Cave! wahahaha...hujan2 pun layannn! ^__^ thanks my dear Lat & Ida & Ya...nanti2 kite jumpa lepak sekali lagi kay. At least lepas jugak rindu dah lama tak jumpa korang =)
begitulah seboknya & seronoknya aku dan partner ku selama partner ku di KL. Semalam dia dah pulang ke Kedah, kena sambung kerja di sana for the last week before raya, busy bak YB bak kata his officemates! =p oh, seminggu aku cuma pulang ke rumah untuk tido. Feel like lost connection pulak dengan my own housemates. iisshhh...rasa bersalah pun ade. But it all will be back to normal by today and so on sampai raya okay ;) lepas raya...hmm...will be another story =p Walla! ^__^

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Cerita Cintaku (5) 'Ikatan Cinta'

now it comes to the finale as my best friend Nik yatie said in the FB comments!

I called it ikatan cinta, as what PG & me put in our wedding card,
ahhahaha...still remember the time how we came out with this 'ikatan cinta' instead of ikatan kasih...
gaduh2 buat ayat during designing our wedding card =D so funny moment!
both of us took 1 week to design our wedding card to satisfy both,
online until 3.30am di rumah masing2, discussing on YM, emailing the altered designs,
macam tu lah until last finale result! puas hati! PG balik Kedah and I went to The Mall to print it out,
only one printing shop has the gold shining paper that we want for our wedding card.
Other printing shops said that the paper is too expensive and hard to get it, whatever!
biasela...memang banyak ragam untuk puaskan hati nih! betul tak? =)

so, lets conclude the story...
1st kenal Raya Aidilfitri 2006,
1st PG datang rumah jumpa my parent Raya Aidilfitri 2008,
Engaged on Raya Cina Jan 2009,
Wedding on Raya Aidilfitri Sept 23, 2009 (akad) & Sept 24, 2009 (Wedding event)
Sambut menantu Raya Aidiladha Nov 29, 2009
...semua berlaku tima raya2...semoga semua berjalan lancar & diberkati selalu...amin.

p/s maka dengan gumbiranya ku menjemput anda semua to My Wedding on Sept 24, 2009 (Thurs), bagi sesiapa yang belum dijemput dalam FB & FS ok =) Please click on the images above for detail info okay. Walla!

Friday, August 28, 2009

thinking level...

just some thoughts of today:
** must all of us be among others who's having the same level of thinking? because if not it's hard to chat in a well/correct it?
** before this I've once agreed when somebody said to me that perhaps it's good for a couple - husband & wife - to be two persons with same thinking level, same educational that the communication between both of them will be it?
** I've once been asked by a senior chef from Canada: can you be in love with a person who's working as let say a waiter while you are an engineer or a doctor or a degree holder?
** why...why the way of living between an engineer/executive level and a non-executive level of worker different? is it because of the salary? or it is because of the thinking level? other logic reason?
** what's the main point of creating/developing somebody's level of thinking? from the family? friends? work? education? experience? village/city? culture? religion?
** how can we grading this thinking level? by IQ scores? EQ? SQ? personal highest education level?
oh ok...stop thinking. Walla!

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Cerita Cintaku (4) Ikatan...

let me continue my story, and let me make it short =p along the trust developing duration from my birthday, pelbagai cubaan telah diusahakan oleh si totally kidnap my heart la orang kata, until that special day, his birthday, on Oct 21, 2007... the day he used his last weapon to make me say YES =) he brought me to Eye Of Malaysia dengan niat nak propose time layan view tu, tapi last2 niatnya makbul just before I stepped out of his car,he send me back home, the last scene - with his last weapon... "bila ika nak PG anta ma PG jumpa parents ika?" jeng..jeng..jeng..shocked aku seketika, dlm hati "dia ni memang always seriously meaningful!" so...aku menjawab "terserah PG la bila2 dah ready.." ok, lega. i thought it will end up macam tu je, but then, he still want us to be a couple...and he did made my melt and say YES...terer kan dia, camne leh patahkan kekerasan hati ku yang berkeras tak nak couple selama ni pun aku xtau! =p the only answer, perhaps, was that last weapon! itulah ikatan pertama antara kami =)
so, seterusnya ikatan kedua - it happened? begini jalan ceritanya: pada hari raya 2008, PG telah datang beraya di rumah, he talked to my abah and mama with so well manner, sampai kan adikku yang bongsu siap buat checking lagi. Bila PG balik, my bro said: "ok, cara percakapan teratur, cara berkomunikasi pandai dan bagus, so kesimpulannya lulus la nak jadi ahli keluarga kite!" kah3! by the time aku dengan mama gelak je, pandai pulak adikku read from PG's acts. ape2lah. Continue, on the same day, at nite, PG 'officially' announced to his whole family about our relationship, and he's ready for meminang. So, after that followed by family jumpa family and walla! walaupun pada mulanya both of us taknak bertunang, at the end, families' decision, on last Chinese New Year, Jan 26, 2009 we've been engaged...and this story goes on...and now after 7 months, already counting for the final 'ikatan'...which will happen soon enough...walla!